You're Most Like The Season Autumn ...
You're warm, and the most approachable. You have
that gentle prescence about you. People can
relate to you, and find you easy company.
However it's likely you've been hurt in the
past and it has left you scarred so things can
become rather chilly with you at times. Being
the third Season in, you're mature, trustworthy
and loyal to your friends but prone to
depression and negative thinking.
Well done... You're the shy and sensitive season :)
?? Which Season Are You ??
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autumn has always been my favourite season so what more can i say? it's weird... i love such a beautiful season but i also have this really dark side in me that practically no one knows about. in fact only 1 person knows about it.. in reasonable detail. and it's starting to surface alot more often now..
now i know how easy it is for people to misinterpret words when you don't know the whole story and when u just read words off a blog, and not have the writer tell it to you directly.
i am going to say this and i have no reason to lie.
* i am NOT attached * . period.
and i have absolutely no idea why whatever i'd said in some previous post made so many people think that way.
Hecate
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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i haven't been blogging for a really long time.. somehow i no longer have the burning desire to put into words all that has been happening in my life. not that nothing nice has been happening though. on the contrary, lots of little things have brightened up my days and brought numerous smiles to my face. hearing from friends i've drifted apart from and making plans to meet up, sweet messages left by special people, finding a good friend whom i can talk to and confide in .. etc.. yes i think i'm a happy girl =)
been feeling a little insecure lately ever since certain things have been out in the open... wondering what someone special sees in me... and how long it will last for. but i'm glad i opened my heart though.. no regrets.. and i'll just let it show me the way.
struggled for awhile with a big decision and i've made up my mind. i'm going to quit nus canoeing. don't ask me why. somehow it's just different. i knew it would be different there and here.. but i didn't know the extent of it. there's no team spirit... in the past we used to come for training 1/2 hr early to avoid getting our team pumped. now these people don't even care. even those who should do not. there's no desire to compete and fight for nus.. try as i might.. i can no longer find it within me.. so it comes to this..
3 a.m. is a good time for cup noodles. especially nice salty savoury tom yam noodles.
the sky is reddish purple. the perfect weather.. weather just before a storm.
and yay! i'm 10 years old! =)
miss my childhood... miss the times when life just consisted of playing 5 stones during recess and watching supermarket sweep at home after school..
and it's amazing how fast time flies. especially now. the days and weeks just zoom past without me realising it. almost half of our 1st semester in uni is gone... and what have i done? absolutely nothing...
on char's bday we were thinking back on how we spent that day 1 year ago. had dinner at breeks...the whole puking stuff...using the posh marina mandarin toilets.. haha and most importantly.. it was just before our prelims. can't believe that 1 yr has passed. it seemed just like yesterday that all this happened.
and tim tams are so freaking nice!
looking forward to the 'mooncake feast' with the canoeists tomorrow =)
My inner child is ten years old!
The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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The Forest Whispers My Name
Black candles dance to an overture
but I am drawn past their flickering lure
to the breathing forest that surrounds the room
where the vigilant trees push out of the womb
I sip the blood-red wine
my thoughts weigh heavy with the burden of time
from knowledge drunk from the fountain of life
from Chaos born out of love and the scythe
the forest beckons with her nocturnal call
to pull me close amid the baying of wolves
where the bindings of christ are down-trodden with scorn
in the dark, odiferous earth
We embrace like two lovers at death
a monument to the trapping of breath
as restriction is bled from the veins of my neck
to drop roses on my marbled breast
I lust for the wind and the flurry of leaves
and the perfume of flesh on the murderous breeze
to learn from the dark and the voices between
This is my will...
The forest whispers my name...again and again
I walk the path
to the land of the Dark Immortals
Where the hungry ones will carry my soul
as the wild hunt careers through the boughs
Come to me, my Pale Enchantress
In the moon of the woods we kiss
Artemis be near me
in the arms of the ancient oak
where daylight hangs by a lunar noose
and the horned, hidden one is re-invoked
The principle of Evil
evolution has been recalled
Beneath the spread of a Magickal Aeon
I stand enthralled
...In the whispering forest
i love cradle of filth's lyrics. evocative dark poetry. but black metal music just does not appeal.
taking a break from doing contract tutorial now. at 2:40 am..
shit i feel like eating again!!
I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST!!!!!!!!!!
now it's impossible for me to drive illegally.. so there's no more kick...
haha maybe the new kick would be to drive without p-plates
and now i've got to go do my tort tutorial. coz there's an irritating slacker out there sitting on his fat ass waiting for me to give him the answers. HMMMMPH! you know who you are!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i've moved house officially.. finally.. after months of waiting and waiting and waiting. oh well but they say that all good ~ting~s come to those who weit.. haha
=) yesh and my room is beautiful. and it's heaven when i sit on the swing in the balcony and watch the world go by 12 storeys below me.
it's quite scary how easily i can let go of things. going back to my old house on sunday, it was like i'd never lived there before. after 19 years. is this all I can feel? no emotional attachment at all. not even sadness at not living there anymore. and meanwhile i feel like i've lived in my new house all my life.
the only bad thing about my new house is that it's too quiet. it's really dead silent in the middle of the night and i keep hearing that irritating ringing noise in my head. i can't function in quiet places. i can't study in quiet places.. i can't live in quiet places... I NEED NOISE! miss hearing the road noise in the background in my old house even though it's always been just part of the background.
the driving instructors i'm assigned to are getting crazier day by day. think it's some chronic illness they get after being cooped up in a car hour after hour, day after day, week after week watching people drive lousily. who knows maybe they even secretly pray that their learner will get them killed so that they can end this mundane boring life. hah.
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danette
danielle
diana
fang
hanshuo
james
jieyun
joanne
mavis
melissa
ru
shan
sharon
sylvia
xiuling
xiuying
You're Most Like The Season Autumn ...
You're warm, and the most approachable. You have
that gentle prescence about you. People can
relate to you, and find you easy company.
However it's likely you've been hurt in the
past and it has left you scarred so things can
become rather chilly with you at times. Being
the third Season in, you're mature, trustworthy
and loyal to your friends but prone to
depression and negative thinking.
Well done... You're the shy and sensitive season :)
?? Which Season Are You ??
brought to you by Quizilla
autumn has always been my favourite season so what more can i say? it's weird... i love such a beautiful season but i also have this really dark side in me that practically no one knows about. in fact only 1 person knows about it.. in reasonable detail. and it's starting to surface alot more often now..
now i know how easy it is for people to misinterpret words when you don't know the whole story and when u just read words off a blog, and not have the writer tell it to you directly.
i am going to say this and i have no reason to lie.
* i am NOT attached * . period.
and i have absolutely no idea why whatever i'd said in some previous post made so many people think that way.
Hecate
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
brought to you by Quizilla
i haven't been blogging for a really long time.. somehow i no longer have the burning desire to put into words all that has been happening in my life. not that nothing nice has been happening though. on the contrary, lots of little things have brightened up my days and brought numerous smiles to my face. hearing from friends i've drifted apart from and making plans to meet up, sweet messages left by special people, finding a good friend whom i can talk to and confide in .. etc.. yes i think i'm a happy girl =)
been feeling a little insecure lately ever since certain things have been out in the open... wondering what someone special sees in me... and how long it will last for. but i'm glad i opened my heart though.. no regrets.. and i'll just let it show me the way.
struggled for awhile with a big decision and i've made up my mind. i'm going to quit nus canoeing. don't ask me why. somehow it's just different. i knew it would be different there and here.. but i didn't know the extent of it. there's no team spirit... in the past we used to come for training 1/2 hr early to avoid getting our team pumped. now these people don't even care. even those who should do not. there's no desire to compete and fight for nus.. try as i might.. i can no longer find it within me.. so it comes to this..
3 a.m. is a good time for cup noodles. especially nice salty savoury tom yam noodles.
the sky is reddish purple. the perfect weather.. weather just before a storm.
and yay! i'm 10 years old! =)
miss my childhood... miss the times when life just consisted of playing 5 stones during recess and watching supermarket sweep at home after school..
and it's amazing how fast time flies. especially now. the days and weeks just zoom past without me realising it. almost half of our 1st semester in uni is gone... and what have i done? absolutely nothing...
on char's bday we were thinking back on how we spent that day 1 year ago. had dinner at breeks...the whole puking stuff...using the posh marina mandarin toilets.. haha and most importantly.. it was just before our prelims. can't believe that 1 yr has passed. it seemed just like yesterday that all this happened.
and tim tams are so freaking nice!
looking forward to the 'mooncake feast' with the canoeists tomorrow =)
My inner child is ten years old!
The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
brought to you by Quizilla
The Forest Whispers My Name
Black candles dance to an overture
but I am drawn past their flickering lure
to the breathing forest that surrounds the room
where the vigilant trees push out of the womb
I sip the blood-red wine
my thoughts weigh heavy with the burden of time
from knowledge drunk from the fountain of life
from Chaos born out of love and the scythe
the forest beckons with her nocturnal call
to pull me close amid the baying of wolves
where the bindings of christ are down-trodden with scorn
in the dark, odiferous earth
We embrace like two lovers at death
a monument to the trapping of breath
as restriction is bled from the veins of my neck
to drop roses on my marbled breast
I lust for the wind and the flurry of leaves
and the perfume of flesh on the murderous breeze
to learn from the dark and the voices between
This is my will...
The forest whispers my name...again and again
I walk the path
to the land of the Dark Immortals
Where the hungry ones will carry my soul
as the wild hunt careers through the boughs
Come to me, my Pale Enchantress
In the moon of the woods we kiss
Artemis be near me
in the arms of the ancient oak
where daylight hangs by a lunar noose
and the horned, hidden one is re-invoked
The principle of Evil
evolution has been recalled
Beneath the spread of a Magickal Aeon
I stand enthralled
...In the whispering forest
i love cradle of filth's lyrics. evocative dark poetry. but black metal music just does not appeal.
taking a break from doing contract tutorial now. at 2:40 am..
shit i feel like eating again!!
I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST!!!!!!!!!!
now it's impossible for me to drive illegally.. so there's no more kick...
haha maybe the new kick would be to drive without p-plates
and now i've got to go do my tort tutorial. coz there's an irritating slacker out there sitting on his fat ass waiting for me to give him the answers. HMMMMPH! you know who you are!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i've moved house officially.. finally.. after months of waiting and waiting and waiting. oh well but they say that all good ~ting~s come to those who weit.. haha
=) yesh and my room is beautiful. and it's heaven when i sit on the swing in the balcony and watch the world go by 12 storeys below me.
it's quite scary how easily i can let go of things. going back to my old house on sunday, it was like i'd never lived there before. after 19 years. is this all I can feel? no emotional attachment at all. not even sadness at not living there anymore. and meanwhile i feel like i've lived in my new house all my life.
the only bad thing about my new house is that it's too quiet. it's really dead silent in the middle of the night and i keep hearing that irritating ringing noise in my head. i can't function in quiet places. i can't study in quiet places.. i can't live in quiet places... I NEED NOISE! miss hearing the road noise in the background in my old house even though it's always been just part of the background.
the driving instructors i'm assigned to are getting crazier day by day. think it's some chronic illness they get after being cooped up in a car hour after hour, day after day, week after week watching people drive lousily. who knows maybe they even secretly pray that their learner will get them killed so that they can end this mundane boring life. hah.