Thursday, April 24, 2008

i wish i had the strength to.

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|11:47:00 AM|


Thursday, April 17, 2008

說好和你一起流浪 
失約的我獨自飛翔
窗外景物不斷的變換 
提醒我背叛的心慌 
說好不讓你再流淚 
迷惑的我不知是錯是對
下雪街頭獨自的行走 
握不住一杯溫熱的咖啡 
New York Dallas Los Angeles 
寂寞公路每站都下雪
想念 等候 流逝的夢 
寂寞公路每吋都傷痛
Sunrise Moonshake Heartbreaker 
寂寞公路每段都下雪
冷漠 激情 點煙的手 
寂寞公路哪裡是盡頭

it must have been about a year ago when i was obsessed over the interpretation of these lyrics. the gist of it is clear but there were phrases here and there which didn't really square with what i understood. i also remember playing it to death on repeat mode - the haunting melody lingering in my heart, in my mind, everywhere, sinking me into a deep melancholy. an undescribable mixture of guilt and sadness. i thought then that the lyrics had some sort of vague similarity to what was going on in my life. 

i heard it again recently. now, even the opening notes can make me tear. this song literally breaks my heart. every single word feels like it was written for me, and only me. 

what have i done?
i am so fucking sorry.


*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|1:14:00 AM|


Sunday, April 13, 2008

i saw it.

3 months and 4 days after it was sent
oh how much has changed since then

if you must know,
i am smiling back at you too
but there are tears in my eyes

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|12:18:00 PM|


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